| | Wedding of a close friend
It's been a while since i blogged or did wedding videos. A very good friend who once rescued me out of loneliness requested, so i helped him. Eternal blessings Alvin.
I always learn from Weddings.
1st question is always how they met.
2nd is always What does a man have to be like to find someone worthy?
To be truly honest, i know that i have never had even a single meaningful relationship before. I would eventually be loyal to her. I know. But she is so hard to find as it seems the world just does not have someone that expresses a mutual interest.
Simple criteria: 2 people who are interested and wanna start something.
my friend....my age....MARRIED ! and i am here, not having had 1 single taste of what love even is?
WINDOW SHOPPING PRISON:
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i am in a prison, and there are window shoppers looking at me. I am smiling as hard as i can, as if selling myself short.
But no matter how hard i smile or dont smile, improve myself or not. No one tries to even open the door. Yes, some have tried, but i guess things work by a simple law - the feeling must be mutual, or else it will never be eternal anyway. I understand this more these days. I walk away faster than in the past.
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But after 24 hours of bashing myself up, i recovered. I always had that self healing powers of Wolverine. Really fast. Though i hate it, cos it means no one needs to heal me so they can just discard me. It saves me i admit.
i decided.
:) to smile.
And be patient just for a longer while
Nothing is more important than getting my impossible but Life changing film, made.
Nothing is more important than releasing my book.
So i say this to you. My wife in the future whom i have not yet met.
I have dropped all childish things
and AM racing towards you now.
Wait for me
sincerely
Ding AN
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| | Posted 7/7/2007 12:13 PM - 194 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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