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The Sun reminded me of humility
as it set on one side of my face, as i head onward with my script process.
My third person angle showed me, me, with shadowed slightly inset eyes,
staring on the floor as i walked forward
in the end everything is nothing but hardwork.
But there is a TWIST here. Right here right now.
For who told me all this?
I suddenly I realized that i did not know
which voice was Ding an and which voice was Diecreation.
Have we switched roles? or is there a third? A third that would make two whole again?
Sometimes in anguish, anxiety, wasteful worrying, we indulge into the darkness
we get tempted by sin, as they seem the easier way out of solutions when, there is none.
But when the dust settles, and always, when the dust settles,
we learnt that the easiest road to success is the longest.
The humility, whatever the case, being true to ourselves,
and keeping faith in the road of the simple traveller.
in retrospective, it is easy to blame the wild side, blame Diecreation for the chaos that he brings.
but then as i was walking the other day,
the voice came again.
This time, THIS VOICE spoke truth. I stood there debating with myself, and everything it said was right
"Humble. Simple approach to life, remember contentment? Remember the concept OF happiness equated to contentment. OF love - to synergy, understanding, soul-to soul conversation, of whispers without words?
These are the values you have always believed in, and in believing in them, has already rendered you,
The one who always so seeked to be unique, Unique." Said the voice.
And I heard this voice. This voice of conscience, that took a long holiday for so long, and I knew that it was right.
Perhaps it is beautiful. Maybe i am learning how to contain the chaos, whilst embarking on the road of the true.
I have seen the untrue of people. And felt how unhappy this life, of pretence, in order for a greater achievement
that in the end is rendered meaningless?
At this juncture, am i right? Are there no grey areas in truth? That people can do certain things to force an outcome?
And yet, the true conscience inside me says, "The answer is absolutely. you can see it, you know it, you are actually not confused, you know full well of fakeness, trickery, sin, that these things once employed, will also render your ultimate goal, as empty as your methods. Thus making victory fake. Trust in your instincts, your truth, your honest road, and your outcomes will also come honest."
There it is again, it just typed it. Did you see it?
Sigh out....
Man, i am strange.
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